Whats going to happen next...

Well just to add to all the other crap going on in my life... my aunt is in ICU and we are not for sure home she is going to do. My little brother has a tumor in his ear and has lost hearing in that ear now. My Grandma is still fighting breast cancer while dealing with this stuff going on with my aunt being in ICU because it is her sister. My mom is having this crazy surgery done to her spine to block nerve impulse sending pain to her brain due to her being in a car wreck. I have three weeks of school left, and I am worried I am going to end up flying out to Texas if my aunt gets worse, and didn't expect this so it is ruff to plan for since I am stupid and don't save for things like this. Also me and shad will be married for 2 years on Sunday... March 8 and of course he is still in Iraq..........I know I am a fighter and can get through all this I am going through, but it would be so much easier having my best friend Shad, my husband home to be the one holding me up when I fall.